Job Searching

I have been waiting years for the release of the latest x men movie.  Three years ago my brother bought me dinner as a birthday gift and we saw x men.  It was a good memory.  I’m still thinking about it.  I bought tickets to the new one a week ago.  No word on potential job.  They asked for my references but never contacted them.  I’m supposed to find out tomorrow.  Usually I get rejected on Friday evenings.  I assume this is so people have the weekend to deal with the news.  Are they really going to inform me I didn’t get the job right before I see xmen and the night before I have the dreaded 10-6 Saturday shift.  Mother.  Fuckers.  They could have at least not gotten my references involved.  Now I have to thank the people that I haven’t spoken to since my last job rejection for at least agreeing and hoping they will still be relevant and around for the next one.  For some perspective, the last time I made it to references was summer 2012.  How do you generate something to look forward to when everything that’s supposed to be pleasant feels even worse because you have to remind yourself that it’s supposed to be something enjoyable.  Like normal people.  They have joy. I want some.